A Journal of a Journey

"Dan demikianlah, Kami telah menjadikan kamu, umat yang adil dan pilihan agar kamu menjadi saksi atas manusia 

dan agar rasul menjadi saksi atas dirimu

Dan kami tidak menetapkan kiblat yang menjadi kiblatmu melainkan agar Kami mengetahui siapa yang mengikuti rasul dan siapa yang berpaling tadah

Dan sesungguhnya ia adalah berat kecuali bagi orang yang telah diberi petunjuk oleh Allah

dan Allah tidak mensia-siakan imanmu

Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang" 
(Al-Baqarah, 2:143 )

So many things can be extracted from that one ayat

For some

They may see the first few sentences that Allah lovingly prepared for us

But me

I was being hit by the THIRD and SECOND last sentences

"It will only be heavy for those who are not given the guidance" and "verily, Allah will never put your faith into such waste". Extracted from my own humble words

So, 

Is it still heavy?

This path you are taking?

Talking about paths and the choices being laid in front of me

He has been putting lubricant all throughout my journey

Believe it or not

It has not been easy but the strong "lubricant" was really a great help

In times of loneliness

His guidance,support and comfort was there

In the forms no one could have imagined

His hand for help was always there

It was me 

Who never really realise the aid that was always there

The guidance 

again

In forms you would never thought of

But it was there

Are you really that tired?

I don't think you have done much

What is there to be proud of

You have not done much

Well

I don't think you have started anything

So

Is it time now?

To get started?