A Journal of a Journey

I just had this idea from someone I followed.THANKS
I'm a copy cat

I don't know how to explain properly.I am not good at expressing
I need all the time that I can get to say You're pretty,You look nice,I Love You
but u guys do.SUMPAH.and I love you all
I' m just not that kind of girl
It needs gut or is it guts?i'm not sure*help me?*
I am self-concious
I always wear my scarf in the most horrendous way.Realizing.
Tried doing something but nothing works with a face like mine
Sorry you had to be with me
I do stupid stuffs.Laughs like an idiot.
I know it's embarassing so I feel sorry that you have to stand by my side bearing those embarassment
I am too short.I hunch.I'm not confident
I suck at talking
I eat like I'm starve
I'm too fat.I consider myself black thou i'm Asian and I should be rather yellowish kan?
HAHA
A lot more to confess.Will be coming soon