"Ummati Ummati Ummati"

Layakkah kita

Merangkul cintanya
Cinta kekasih Allah
Yang tidah berbelah

To the production team
A round of applause for their effort

Its the effort that He will be looking at

The product?
Thou macam kacang buncis terborai, *some random thing that i can think of at this moment
Won't be graded for

Only human eyes will judge

But do know that judgements of mankind is not the one worth striving for

You out there
Yes you
You know who you are
No one understood my fanciness or should I say the obsession?
Yes the obsession I once had
No one in the world know
How hard it was at first to quit
But you know right
Mate
Alhamdulillah
Allah loves us,still and will always do and for that
He gave us a tiny little pinch


I know that it is never easy and there will be more to come
More than what the eyes can see
The heart
It is struggling
But know what?
Allah counts every struggle we had to put up with
The inner struggle
So don't give up!
Pray that we ALL get tougher as days go by


InsyaAllah all the best exam till 9th june!
I'm having mine from 7th till 13th June
Doakan :)

"Master your EMOTIONS or not
you are going to be trapped by EMOTIONS "
(Tariq Ramadhan cited from contemporary psychologist)

I am writing because somehow I feel heaaavyy

I am writing because I hope one soul would be reading

Reading these thoughts that I am not in any state to share it

With these lips

They are feeling the burden too

The lips

Eh kita ada "lips" kan bukan "lip" kan. Plural right? =__= Saya budak baru belajaar:B

I am writing because I hope that soul would pray for me

That soul out there

Your prayers might just save another soul

Pray that the change for better would be insyaAllah forever

Baby steps

Step by step

Still glancing back 

But am not planning to fall in the same trap

It is hard, some said

But it is not that bad

It is the long term effect

the effort, that He will be looking at

Sometimes I wonder how could such person have such strength?
How is it that they remain calm after all those tornados and hurricanes? *Okaay.TIBATIBA.Nama Boa terlintaass-_-
I envy that fact that to them it may seem tiny
It was something I would be glad to gave with me
Courage kot nama dia.LOLLO


Then one day
This figure in the form of a human being :p
Came
and
We had this conversation


"You don't have to think too hard to find what you are good at.
Know that it would not be fair if God actually see each and every human being as the same figure with SAME emotions and feelings which is not the truth since some human being are so much moore sensitive than the rest. Some even have other capabilities of understanding a lot more easier than the others.
Do know that you will be questioned based on your effort of doing such thing that you are capable of doing
Imagine yeh. An extrovert, they may be asked by how much have they used their ke"lantangan" suara ituuh
Where as an introvert, the effort of that someone to actually try and speak in front of the public tho message idokle sampai pun and he ended up vomiting in front of the audience
That small EFFORT that may not be visible to the perspective of a human eyes are ZOOMed and FOCUSed with a MICROLENS by God"



Know that Allah is ever so fair to you.
I know that Allah sent that figure to tell me that
To welcome le heart to za state of Izzz(ease)


A few hours later I was flipping through the Quran
Not really knowing what I was doing
Then
I quit flipping at this one page
Stumbled by this



"Allah tidak membebankan seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kemampuannya
dia mendapat pahala atas apa yang diusahakannya dan
dia mendapat seksa atas apa yang dikerjakannya..."(2:286)

The rest of the ayat goes way sweeter for those that wants maghfirah
And
Remember the BURDEN I was rambling about in one of the previous post?
This ayat answered whatever I thought of was a burden and even came up with a doa to ease the so-called burden :)

Rambling agaaain
Soreh moreh people!

Macam nak tukar layout blog ni tapi macam sangat leceh
and ada orang tu blog dia dah hilang
baru macam nak post bendabenda sweet dekat blog dia
Takpolahh haa

XOXOXO

When you think you know that it's the turning point you have been waiting for

It is a bless when someone actually reminds you that tiny little fact that you almost forgot

People have dreams and hopes in lives 

Those that makes them strive for and those that makes them happy

Some of those dreams might just be a short one 

Not an everlasting one

That will just brighten up your dreams and soon in soft murmurs it will fade away
That is when you realise that
That is not the real deal
Not the "thing"  you have been looking for
It was not the "happiness" you have been searching for
So what is this real deal we are looking for?

hmm
cuba try test google ayat ayat cinta dari Allah
Everyyything is in there
Not sure where to start?
No problem
Starting from here maybe ?
(Azzariyat, 51 :56 )

"Dan demikianlah, Kami telah menjadikan kamu, umat yang adil dan pilihan agar kamu menjadi saksi atas manusia 

dan agar rasul menjadi saksi atas dirimu

Dan kami tidak menetapkan kiblat yang menjadi kiblatmu melainkan agar Kami mengetahui siapa yang mengikuti rasul dan siapa yang berpaling tadah

Dan sesungguhnya ia adalah berat kecuali bagi orang yang telah diberi petunjuk oleh Allah

dan Allah tidak mensia-siakan imanmu

Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang" 
(Al-Baqarah, 2:143 )

So many things can be extracted from that one ayat

For some

They may see the first few sentences that Allah lovingly prepared for us

But me

I was being hit by the THIRD and SECOND last sentences

"It will only be heavy for those who are not given the guidance" and "verily, Allah will never put your faith into such waste". Extracted from my own humble words

So, 

Is it still heavy?

This path you are taking?

Talking about paths and the choices being laid in front of me

He has been putting lubricant all throughout my journey

Believe it or not

It has not been easy but the strong "lubricant" was really a great help

In times of loneliness

His guidance,support and comfort was there

In the forms no one could have imagined

His hand for help was always there

It was me 

Who never really realise the aid that was always there

The guidance 

again

In forms you would never thought of

But it was there

Are you really that tired?

I don't think you have done much

What is there to be proud of

You have not done much

Well

I don't think you have started anything

So

Is it time now?

To get started?