This kills the fangirl in me
I should listen to this quite more often then


Ta'alim
Tilawah
Tazkiah

3 points in tarbiyyah


We are running but the time will forever be faster than us, we are prone to lose
Eye-sight
A simple word that when being uttered may not bring any profound meaning to it.
To a blind, it may be the universe
To someone in love, it may be the air that they breathe
Without it they won't be able to admire the familiar eyes of their loved ones
To an artiste, it is how they see world in a new perspective
Far from what others see
But we forget the existance of a blind artist

Whenever I write about eye sights
It always hit me that in life, I tend to sway away from eye contacts
For some reason it is not that I don't see you
But sometimes it is just that i can't see you
and when I can see you, I tend to place a slight barrier in front of me
It is just the fact that I do not know how to cope with the aftermath of the sight
Lalaaaleeleelooloo
Pandangan mata, panahan syaitan.
Let's keep it that way
Ughh. This is making me mentally tired

realise how I started off so very general and went straight to this personal side of me. Hit me noww
Spank me nowww
"My interests are everywhere. Even the simplest thing can get me excited. I work all out when I know it's my responsibility and I take in charge of what I am suppose to. I am somehow strict but flexible. Have had various first impressions. People find me when they have problems because they know I will hear their problems and help them. Since school, I have been told  that I am a good listener. I find ways to solve problems of mine and others. I cannot stand seeing people suffer so I try my best to prevent such things. I like seeing things neat and proper but that does not mean I dislike arts. I am a science student surrounded by arts. I love Biology but  at times when I am down, I play the piano, or start scribbling down poems or sketching things around me. Seeing things in new perspectives. I speak out what I have in mind and what I believe is true but does not simply look down on others because I know that me myself is not perfect and everyone has their own flaws. The most wise person is that who learn from their mistakes and not repeating it. When I plan and aim to win, I will find my way there but if it's not meant to be, I take it as God's will but will never give up on something easily which people say I can be very competitive at times. I can cry and get emotional on things that may not move others. This sensitive character is obvious when I am surrounded by things that I am grateful of having. I love God and believe in Him, whenever things moves  away from what I wished they would I run to God to help me toughen up and give me strengh. I am a family-oriented person where being the eldest makes me think double the amount. I have to think of myself as being a student and a daughter as well as the eldest to my siblings where I need to be a role model and to help them. I have soft spots on a lot of things including flora and fauna. The idea of being a doctor to me is not just to treat people and help them cure but to actually educate people of what life really is through the knowldge I have. Being able to help people is a bliss to me. People have different joys in life. This is what makes up my joyous moments in life"



Read It somewhere

I was planning to write about something but ended up deleting those bubbles I had in mind

It was this feeling of satisfaction that somehow you are able to get the best of both worlds
Tits bits of both sides
But you know well enough girl, It's faar from what you have in mind right

Tok mak's house, the nightlife is wilder than Tok umi's
The cricket's just kept on singing
Well I do think the thickness of the building blocks of Tokumi's house compared to the soft woods and weaker blocks creating that old feeling of Tokmak's showed some little impacts here

I love both houses because it brings so much memories









He kicked out the stereotypes
http://www.thefastertimes.com/campusanonymousletters/2010/10/12/the-beauty-of-the-hijab/


"When I have no where else to go
I'll run here and weep"

Writing on that mukabuku is just like walking in a public toilet with all eyes on you.STARING
Mr chirpy is no longer safe.
I would often indulge myself with positive words here and then which are somehow meaningless sometimes
Frustrated without a reason
It's tiring

He's leaving
Which was once the honoured guest
Now a companion
The fact remains thou but
The pain just keeps on coming
A faithful companion
Lit up smiles to those in need of maghfirah
In a blink of an eye
It's the time of your departure
Many will moarn
Still
Many in joy
Like a toddler getting a new toy
Some in tears
With sadness smears
They would weep and cry
so I wonder
and ponder
Will Allah be forgiving the SINS of I?

Sometimes we concentrate too much on the black spots, we ignored the spots left untouched


We highlight the misfortunes instead of the luxury that we were immersed in


We always think of the failures we had instead of the success we achieved


The penniless time of our lives and ignored the prosperous moments


We concentrate too much on the trials He had for us to make us a better person and forgot about the blessings He accounted for us


It's good to muhasabbah the flaws sometimes but don't concentrate too much that you forgot about the bounties
Because both trials and nikmah is from Him, failure and success too
So O believers you won't feel down when you know both are from Him


Starting to count the nikmah now in this training programme
+
Anger management mode





للهُمَّ لا سَهْلَ إلا مَا جَعَلتَهُ سَهْلا وَ أنتَ تَجْعَلُ الحزْنَ إذا شِئْتَ سَهْلا

O Allah! Nothing is easy except what You make easy, and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will
credits to vee-Iffah 사 랑


New wallpapers
for my cherry
Thanks to KAK IFFAH for the cute-so mute-so doodledooo whoo

CHECKLIST PEOPLE CHECKLIST
is importante








This may be his last appeareance here on this blog so BERTAHAN YE :B

One had said to me "The more you try to remember a  moment in life, the more it will turn out to be far from the truth"*somehow I manage to manipulate here and there*
So before she imagines too much of this memory of hers, it would be better to forget about it isn't it not?



So she thought 
He's busy signing
He won't look up
Just back off 


Hmm memanglaah


Takkan pandanglah
Biarlah
ambil the poster and just go 


Oh he looked up?
But he's looking at the person behind?
Wae?



She just had to say it 
Whether or not he'll listen to what she had to say


So yeah, she said



Not sure if it was clear enough for him to hear


Maybe he was confuse and didn't expect a hijabd girl could say simple korean words(?)
Muka blurlah shinlang


See the transition of the smile?
From listening to what that backpacked-girl had o say to "OHH,HEEEE"






You can quit smiling now



No? Don't wanna quit haah?



Reminded of Buin, maybe?











that was like
OK
nah
PI
:3


 What she said to him?
WELL, only a JOONGBOER would understand *waves to all lovely joongboers <3*
She said : SEGYERO Kim Hyun Joong Ssi :)
세계 로!  김 현 중 씨

Because of the many2 cuts, it may seem like he smiled for like 5 minutes
But the truth is it was just seconds of the hectic moments
And Yess memenatkan nak jumpa manusia macam ni
so It seems that SHE won't be doing this again
I pray that guidance from Allah will eventually sip there in that heart of yours
You and Your Wife*wink*
Both of you are good people but it is such a waste
For you guys have not met the true happiness
I pray that sooner or later
It'll come to you both
A good christian you are, NOW
but InsyaAllah You'd be a better muslim in the FUTURE
I shall see you laaater, injannah maybe? IAllah :BBBBBB
Amin :)



would you wear this?

Sayonara Jahiliyyah