LET'S FLY TO INCHEON IN 2014


 after 




LONDON,2012!!!!!




BELLE!!!!
opening of Asian Games 2010, Kim Hyun Joong SANG!!


the closing of Asian games 2010, RAIN 
SANG!!!


As if it was tailored for us Belle!!!!!
OMG!Excited!





I just realised one sweet thing about life this week
To be honest there were more than one but for this time being I'll just write about this one thing
Reading in the Rain
To some it may not be the best thing
As some prefer silence

I have been that kind of person all my life that is why I tend to read just right before going to bed
I thought of needing the silence at those moment of time when everyone is in their blankets
I'd open the lamp with a shade for it is less burden to the eye.I don't know if its just me but I think it helps to have that lighting just right for the eye.OKAY WHATEVER
And start reading

Later did I found out
It was last week
Reading in the rain,
Of course not reading and at the same time getting all wet and damp
Under shades people
Be realistic
I am not that psychotic

When others are celebrating their time of life
Finishing their last paper
Shoving foods and drinks
I was alone siting in the rain under a tent at Taylor's with a book.It's end of our exam and I am still with a book call me a bookworm.It was just a coincident.HAHAH:B
The sound of solid raindrops hiiting he tent made this strong sound which separated me from others
Their breath was not to be heard by my ears and so did mine
It was like I am living in my own world
Except it was reality and not the world I have been picturing in mind
Nothing will bother me
They have theirs and I have mine at that moment
I started reading
It was better than reading in silence
I can read the story out loud and only I can hear the vibration of the sound
And not to be heard by others

Of course if I did this during normal day with no rain
I'd be stamped as a mad girl seeking for attention
So from this time on
I am the girl who loves to read in the rain:)





Yeayie!


It was my laptop


Filled withthose virus


Nothing to do with hacking I think


I hope






This Is for YOU dear:)

Who ever YOU are



Nice layout by the way:)
If you are too lazy to wait for this vid to buffer than here's the message

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone toCount On
Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend



I sat there teary
Hearing those birds mimicking the sound which was once very familiar
It took me a while to snap into reality

I seldom feel this heartache
But often when it hits me
It lasts long enough for me to remember
For me to get over
It maybe a scar for others
But for me it is a blooming flower







No one gets me so don't feel bad not understanding
I don't blame anyone
It is just how I roll :\





JoongBo:)



















I thought I heard a bird crashed into my window just now
Poor Birdie I hope it's OKAY.Its too dark outside I can't see a thing






I am not good at expressing myself



















To my family,
(I know none of them will be reading cause they don't have the link to my blog.It's better that way.HAHA)


You know how it's hard for me to say sorry whenever I did something wrong
I dont know if it's because the ego of the eldest or what


I hardly say I love you and Thank You.It's too hard that I would just remained silent when I know the best thing to say at that moment would be Thanks, at least

There are times when I feel like crying but i can't cry in front of you guys
I guess it is the ego of being the eldest.


I don't like being asked around to do something
but instead I like to do something without being asked
I think It's more sincere


I tend to give bad comments 
Cause I feel like it's better to hear it from me than others


I am not good at complimenting
When I want to compliment sometimes it just comes out the other way round


But Umi, Abah, Ihsan, Hannan, Aisyah, Mashi & Mushi
Just feel it with your <3













To my Friends,

Giving compliments are to be on the weakest side of me
Saying sorry is to be of a great lose to me
Uttering thanks are a bit hard for me
I love you would be those words where I just rather let it be
Not really keen of speaking those warm words to anybody
A few would realise this side of me
I am the kind that still learns to see
That somehow there is this reality
That is unknowingly to be part of me
I am not good at expressing the inner me
When actually there are a lot of things to say from me
But just feel it with your heart
That Husna here sees what you actually see
When you see in the mirror that pretty face of yours
Husna sees it too
But she is not the kind to say it out loud
All your kindness she felt she scribbles it in her memory
Not to let the whole world knows
But she do feel it




"I am not good at expressing
Forgive me for that side of me
It's not that of a big deal actually
I'm sure you will hear from others
Of your natural beauty colours"

No one knows how weak this heart is
He knows best