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1.Hear that rhytm?
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2.Clear Your Mind
If you had had a horrid day.Smile first


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Immerse Yourself In this awesome song





Sleep
For someone it is a treat
For another it may be hell
It can be as sweet or horrid as it can be
No worries there
It is a gift

I lay in bed
Thanking Him
Seeing the moon creeping between clouds
Listening to the cricket singing
Fan battling
There is no need for applause
He is there in that heart of yours

As night crept by
Mosquitos sneaking arms to arms
legs to legs
Blanket rising higher
Body folding tightly in
Pupil slowly hiding
Mind starts dissolving
In that fantasy
You wish to stay longer









Expecting too much is tiring






2 Dreamt of my late Grandfather; Tok Abah(Al-Fatihah).We had something to do together.Him and all his granddaughters which are only 4 girls gathered and spent time together.I am the second eldest grandchild so being the only grandaughter for 5 years made me really close to my grandpa.I was really being spoilt by him.
     Every time he gets a call Husna is coming back he'll go rushing to the market to buy this huge lobsters.Penang mari.Yeah.I'm a spoilt granddaughter.Then when he passed away I had this allergy to lobsters.Haha.This mouth of mine as if it knows that it'll not be fed by any huge lobsters so it just gives way to Allergy


So I learnt from that dream that remember DEATH.
Though it is something that makes the world seem so gloomy.I mean who's happy when that one person knows he'll die tomorrow?(shahid is something else)For that reason Allah kept it as a secret.
But as His servant.If we are soo happy with other things ,automatically we'll forget about Him.So whenever we think of death ,it'll make us realise that this happiness is not eternal.SO our level of happiness can be controlled
This somehow doesn't make sense but on the burial day of my grandpa I heard him calling naaa naa.(OH he calls me NA)
So seeing my grandpa again in my dream reminds me of how close I am to death


3 Oh this is the scariest dream!
In this this last dream I saw with my own eyes how my father was shot in front of eyes.
And dying in my arms.Ahhh it's just so sad thinking about it
OK I didn't see the shooter's face.SHOOTER?haha.or is it murderer?ahh.Nevermind
It was sort of a long story before the shooting happened.
But to make it short
My father was shot and I rushed and held him.I didn't know where my brother was that day to help me carry my father so thinking that I'm strong enough I carried him myself.Surprise.surprise.(I haven't tell this to any of my family members yet cause of a few REASONS;) )
So I was like a mad young lady,didn't know what to do. Hastily went down the stairs with her father in her arms
I know this would be taken seriously if this were to happen in real life but thinking about it back it's kind of funny

I LOST CONTROL AND HE WAS DROPPED OUT OF MY ARMS.DROP DEAD.I mean literally he was dropped dead.Like squashed to the floor.PENYEK?does that ring a bell?
I freaked out and quickly held back my father in my arms.He was still alive. Apparently my mother was at the back and she said "what if that occurs to your patient?It's dangerous.You should know that better.dadadidadadoo"
Surprisingly I stood there listening to that chattering.But even more surprising my mother can actually deliver her longest speech when her own husband was in the arms of her daughter fighting to live
In a blink of an eye.We were at the hospital but this hospital was reaaly special.It had bowling alleys on the groundfloor.
I don't know why but Ummi and my other siblings was to excited tow bowl when I was freaking out what will happen to my father
My heart was beating too fast.It even skipped a few beats just to exaggerate:b
But seriously it was scary
After all tis while only then I checked on my father that was already in my arms whether or not he was okay.
To my surprise He was SHRINKING!
And after a while he evaporated
I was so sad that I couldn't even cry
Imagine my father dying in that condition.SHRINKING and his own family was happy bowling?
Oh that was just too sad

Bowling is really significant to my father.He loves to bowl
Only dreams had all the infos mixed up
So Thank You scary-dreams for showing up.I learnt a lot from u guys
Hope we won't be seeing each other very soon?

Believe it or not before this whole post was being typed I had a whole post typed and it dissapeared.the 1st post was even thorough.HAHA

P/S : The dream was twist and turned according to my own liking but the original story is still there.
Do not call me a liar.cause I don't remember my own dreams in details.So forgive me
I live in my own small world with all the dreams I imagine and dreamt of that it would come to life and stuffs
Dreams really do effects me
It has been 3 consequtive days that I had these really weirdo-freaki-ishly-scaaary-goosebump-all-over dreams
Alaaa.It's more like a nightmare kot.But not the kind of nightmare that you see in those movies.
Waking up with this expression of like tooot 0_0
Sweating all over.Short of breath.Breathing as thou you were trap in this small black container with no air.To make it short.Gasping for air:))

Not that sort of nightmares but these so-called nightmares really brought a few impacts to the reality i'm living in
You know sometimes how fantasy can actually re-route our reality?
Or The "Ghaib" effecting this physically alive?
hmm.Well the dreams I had

1The first day I dreamt of these troops coming to Malaysia.I am not sure if it is in Malaysia.But the dream was pictured in a Masjid(avoiding using mosque.like mosquito?"killing muslims like killing mosquitos with ridsect?"Abah's phrase)
   The dream started of with a few groups heading for a short visit to Palestine, if I'm not mistaken(you know how dreams can be a little hard to be explained with simple words cause dreams are not that simple isn't it.it is a complicated fantasy being twirled with reality.pfft:B)
  So only the chosen ones were being sent to this place.So for one of the prayer we performed it in jama'ah at one of the masjid.It was like people were sitting around reading, talking.Oh and by the way.There were not only malays(muslims) who joined the trip. There were  Indonesians(muslims) too and a few other foreigners

So as we were sitting around.
Suddenly(ecceeh) there was this really loud bangings on the door.
seriously I don't know how to make good stories to I'll just tell it like it is.okay
So yeah.Israelis Troops banging the door of a msjid with their snipers, guns, basically with their weapons

(At this time suddenly we were in Malaysia.Yes.Dreams are freaky)

They called out all the Malays to sit in rows and safs(how groups of muslims sit when perfoming solah)
So it was blablabla.They were talking their language
Then one of the soldier pointed his sniper at my head then suddenly it was like a catalyst.That made the other soldiers pointed their weapons to each one of the Malays.

It was chaos.We were like freaking scared.oh.It was only me.
But I don't know why others,the malays were like solemnly ready to receive all the bullets.
Once the shooting starts.The soldiers had this weird look.
They were not satisfied.They shoot again and again.
Yeah.You guessed it right.The bullets coudn't get through us
Remember how Violet in "The Increadibles" had this power of protecting herself?That shielding super power
It was like that.I saw all the faces of true servants.
When I had a little of uncertainty when others were as certain as a child asking for his bottlle from his mother and is sure to get it.
Well that dream really made me thinking about my faith
2 more dreams left to be untwine


She locked the door from the inside as I was literally yelling on the other side of the door
One was in the shower
And the other I know was in the room.The little one.
I kept on knocking knowing that it will be a headache to our mother and an even a bigger ache to their ears.
I kept what I had to do and did it
Then this thick-lipped flesh started moving and questioning
I want to go in!!
the one on the other side of the wooden carved door replied
"SOLAT~"
Which in a way is saying that; i cannot talk right now and open the door.I am praying
For god sake
I laughed out loud