We are the subjects to faults.
The prophet SAW said in his hadith "Whoever conceals(not mentioning/revealing) faults of Muslim, Allah will conceal his faults"
Not revealing a muslim faults can be categorized into 2.One is to embarrass that person which is a no-no or it is to be taken as something to be learn by others
For a better explanation
http://duha89.multiply.com/journal/item/80/HADITH_36_the_significance_of_fullfilling_the_needs_of_a_muslim
just a quote.simple one.
"Things you can see with your eyes are not always real, some of it we need faith to be able to see it "
Under The Healing Process
Honey helps in the healing of wounds but the healing of the heart is something slow and have to be filled with great effort
The process of healing the wound..so bored
I was looking up for wounds, when i searched for wounds this picture of the embryo comes up.It reminded me of pak cik KamarulZaman's talk on We,when we were small we look like leeches.LEECHES : EMBRYO. In the end i end up looking like what i am now.Gratitudes.
OBSESSION
""This post is just because of this unbearable matter and nothing that should be understood by anyone,just the way i'm expressing myself in a way that is totally not me.I should have post this one earlier.My obsession,I tend to keep it to myself.I tried expressing it to some of my friends which i find it quite hard or in other words im better at expressing my feelings through writing rather that speaking it up which i find it miserable enough cause its just causing heart-ache and tears and ahh stupid thing called Obsession!
Where i live there is this thing calledheart and soul which have such impacts on our body.What is in our heart is what it makes us.For me,obsess with JB or better to say i'm obsess with KHJ is just killing me.I mean it's affecting me in all sorts of way.After watching,analysing,interpretting,concluding to "WGM" which has 20 epis my response was i think i'm in love.How stupid is that?Isnt that just idiotic?But tht is just the way i am right after realizing and knowing the real KHJ.I find it difficult to keep him out of my mind.darn!!such a fool.Sometimes i feel like a mad person.Cant concentrate with studies always serving throuh all sorts of websites to know more about him.Watching videos about him just to see him moving.How he walks,he smiles,he giggle,he talks,he cracks jokes which is just tiresome.What bothers me most is that he is just so far-far away.i wont be able to see him from a close distance.it's just impossible.Apart from that,there are just so many boundaries between us.Sometime i just sit and ponder about it,stares at something without knowing its affecting me,tears slowly rush out without realizing.
But now!!only now.Part of me is trying to convice the other half of me about the reality,the truth,the impossibility(is that even a word?),to wake me up from the unconciousness.I tried thinking thoroughly how this thing called "love" is affecting me.I know i have to work hard to overcome this.Its hard,i know.But realizing how i abandon other important matters give me a wake up call.I have to change.I've abandon Allah,The Prophet habibullah.They should be the one i Love most,i should be affected by them and not this person whom i think has bring big impacts towards me but actually he knows nothing about me.Allah ,he knows me very well.From the day i ws to become a human being still in the stomach of my lovely ummi , He knows me.He cared for me , He gave me everything i could ever imagined of . I should be thanking Allah for everything . In Addition , this thing right here that is beating so fast that i before thought only KHJ is in "here" is created by Allah specially for me, nothing like others . I didnt have to take it from anyone else. No transplant for me. That is the thing called heart.Rasulullah, who never forgets about his Ummah. Well, I hope to be included in the group where he could call his Ummah. Frankly, do i think im approve to becoming his Ummah?No,not at all.What have i done for him?I have done nothing compared to what he has done for me.Is that fair for me to call myself part of his Ummah?*tears*
Im at a point where im trying very hard to forget what i should be forgetting and to love what i should be loving. Whenever i feel like im in love with something or someone i just gave a quick thing about it whether is this love necessary?Is the love i call Love is crossing the line where i should be loving Allah and Habibullah more?These questions keep on spinning in my mind.BTW KHJ is a non-muslim, another thing that i did throughout this healing process is that i pray to god that his heart will once open to receive the true guidance from Allah""
Adopt it from somewhere pure, natural; confession of the heart
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