[X] mood

Want To tell A L L about xplorace 09 tapi not in the mood yet.tunggu dapat pictures baru best cerita!

The story behind football??

Football.A game where MEN to be specific running on the filed kicking a BALL.
So what is the story behind this football match??

Again,this was told by Syeikh Mahmood Husaini,the descendant of the Prophet.Living in Madinah
Came to Malaysia for a few days

Husain,the grandson of the Prophet SAW was killed dramatically.
His head alone , maknanya dia kena pancung kot was kicked right after he was killed.His head was kicked throughout the market so that everyone can see.

So from there , The Kafiiroon.tries to manipulate us somehow.A way or another.Making us to love football.They are good and becoming better.Terjerat??I don't blame you.Me myself had once got addicted to it.taapi because dah lama x tengok so x gila sgt dah.syukuurr:)

The Syeikh said that in madinah football was forbidden.This is as a respect to the late grandson of our Prophet, Saidina Husain r.a.

I'm not fit to be a مجتهد‎ to be telling u that football is haram a no no.Who am I to be giving this  
اجتهاد‎

I just knew about this.I feel like writing this so that I will not be asked on the Day of Judgement kalau2 saya tidak share hal ini.
So i'm just telling u to think.;)

'A s y u r a...begins to be forgotten

On the 10th of محرّم

Muslims should include in their diary or calendar the Day of 'Asyuraa

The history behind 'Asyura you asked??

Before that.I know it's rather too late.but muslims are encourage to fast on this day and the previous day OR on that day and the day after it. [9th & 10th or 10th & 11th ]

Why two?and not just on that day?or why not three??

On the 10th of  محرّم the jewish fast.So as the Quran told us in Surah Al-Kaafiruun

Islam is not the same as other religions.We are what we are and we stand for what we believe.We do not want to be the same as others.Not to be the same as jews to be specific,here.

"Say: O disbelievers!
I worship not that which you worship
Nor will you worship that which I worship.
And I shall not worship that which you are worshipping.
Nor will you worship that which I worship.
To you be your religion, and to me my religion (Islâmic Monotheism)."

We are nothing like other religions.We will remain to be different.

So back to the history.History?sounds kind of boring so can we change it to the story behind the celebraton of a'syura?

This was told by Syeikh Mahmud Husaini translated by Ust Rahmat

Our beloved Prophet SAW had two grandsons named Husin and Husain.Both are promised to be the leader of all teens in Jannah

So the story begins after the death of the Prophet

Later,the family of Husain was killed one by one till the only man standing was Husain alone himself.

The ones killing the family of Husain realize when the Azaan was heard.The only man fit to be the Imaam was Husain.So he was asked to be the Imaam for the Solah

Right after the solah.He was then killed.

The ones killing the family were the Syi'ahs

This was written based on what I heard the Syeikh telling us.You know how ears can cheat the owner?So forgive me for any mistakes.Any corrections are very much welcome

Eksplorasi Mengekspresi Diri Kami

Aching Everywhere

Learnt Abundant

Priceless Experiences

So much to Share

Nanti.

Love Them While They ..

The template will not be permanent.In the mood for changes.

It Was Girls Day Out

Today was a horri-Day.Horri stands for horrible and horrified

Love does not need to be shout out loud.It can be kept in the safest place without anyone knowing about it.As a friend told me once

You know how i don't "love" my sister.I had to follow her doing her shopping for next year.

We were both so tired that i just burst.While eating this bowl fulll.seriously IT WAS FULL. of laksa sarawak.

We started shouting at each other.How normal sisters get along.Something harsh came out.

Hannan was so eager to enter this Writing-short Quotes Competition.After filling in what needed to be filled.All were filled while we were eating.She finished eating and went to send the competition booklet.We, Ummi and me was completely sure hannan remembered the place to submit the booklet as we had already pass by it several times.BTW!!Hannan is " THE " sister.So umi paid the bills , Hannan went to submit the booklet.I stayed with Aisyah,another sister of mine.

3 minutes passed by and Hannan is still not back Umi went to search for her because the submission place is just nearby.it would have have taken her less than one minute to submit and run back.Umi came back less that 1 minute with a rush.Ummi angkat tangan,saya geleng kepala.body language that goes like " is she back? "Nop.she's not here yet."At that moment I was regretting ALL the things I've said to her.I've imagined stuffs.Who will Aisyah be sleeping with when I'm not around.Siapa nak mandikan Aisyah?Siapa nak kemaskan bilik?Nak share kasut dengan siapa?Bagus punya kakak

I was starting to du'a so that Hannan won't be kidnapped by psychos and at least just an old man who wants some money

Just as I was mumbling to myself.Hannan came running by.GILA gembira kot time tu."Hannan!!hannan pi mana k.husna nak nangis dahh."haha!!called umi directly scared that she will go straight to the police station and file a report.

That was part of my day :)

They are back

I Miss My Gossip Buddy

It has been a very tiring journey

Bedazzled

Eyes glittering
Cheeks glimmering
Head spinning
Mouth whispering
Lips sealing
Shut.closing
Impossible of opening
That is what has been desiring
Trying
Try avoiding
The wrongdoings
in living
That is all that I'm doing

Anayong hasaeyo!

from a chinese magazine

Sorry Maizatul Hanisah dan sekutu dia yang membenci atau menyampah KIM HYUN JOONG.

You guys have the world against you guys. literally;P

He was voted the most popular male artist.

#1 Kim Hyun Joong :D

#2

#3

#4

#5 Park Yoochun

#6 Ikuta Toma :)

#7 Kim Bum

#8 Kim Jaejoong :)

#9 Wu zhun :)

#10 Kim HeeChul

#11Lee MinHo

#12 Kim Junsu :)

Mayy kim bum is #7.soorrryyy~

:PP

tak malu ke?

Hanging out with "the" cousins.part of the raya routine

Hungry cousins.McD depa hentam.boycot ttp boycot.french fries masuk juga

As I was observing people.my bad habit.

A bunch of MALAYSIAN's teens having their dinner.having fun.chatting.laughing.
meja berselerak gila babeng.did not give a damn to what's going on on their table.finished eating.went off just like that

A foreign couple.travellers, carrying huge backpacks.eating in their best of manners.laughing.chatting.putting all their wrappers on their trays.then the lady got up

Me, the one looking at the situation.apa pula perempuan ni nak buat i wondered.
she was in search of something.

Jalan punya jalan perempuan tu.hmm.McD at Queensbay is not that enormous but guess what??

Looking for the bin was not easy.it was right at the end.a place where it was quite impossible to be seen.

The lady was looking for the bin.she threw the wrappers from the trays and placed the tray at where the other trays were.

We sat at two dffrnt tables.my table was not as dirty as the boys' table.had aunt anne's.as well as aminah.hannan had her happy meal.

Habis makan.ragu-ragu.patut ke aku buat as done by that beautiful lady.thou she does not have charming eyes,body as Audrey Hepburn has, may be.idk.but what she did made her really absolutely seriously beautiful to me.

So did i throw away the ..??

iyay

"I am who I am" but actually I'm clueless about who I really am.
In search of the real me.To be that "real me" so there will be no regrets in the future

feverisha!

Getting the hang off my fever for the last couple of days I learned and saw lots of things!
Demam je teringat dulu2
Demam je Ummi letak towel dekat kpala
Ummi suapkan each meal and medicine
Ummi selimutkan
Abah buka Tv
Abah tutup kipas
Abah kipaskan..haha!!(mengada2la kalau sekarang pun nak dilayan macam 2)

Sekarang.berbeza.amat berbeza.as we grow.it is the human nature to try to survive on their own
we try not to make a fool out of ourselves
we try not to be a burden to others
I am learning and will continue this never ending learning process

Lets look at it this way

"Demam itu penghapus dosa"

Not sure

Ada percanggahan about whether or not MJ( bukan Mohd Jamil tetapi Michael Jackson )is a muslim.Did he converted?IDK
but i do know that his brother,Jermaine converted in 1989 and went for the hajj pilgrimage.
He used to bring Islamic books to his brother MJ.He read all of it,Brother told the media
(Nak dijadikan cerita)

(A conversation)
H:U, possible ke Michael Jackson ni masuk islam after all the things he did?being the King of Pop and all
U:H tahu tak how he used to be very lonely?so maybe with Islam he feels filled
H:ow yea??nampak macam dia gila kaya.susah je nak percaya dia kesunyian

Pengajaran 1- Money can't buy happiness.can't fill the holes of loneliness
Pengajaran 2 - Setinggi mana pun dosa kamu.Eventhough it is as high as the mount.huge as anything you feel huge enough or as many as the atoms around is.Dosamu akan terhapus dengan taubat nasuhamu.With full-hearted.Allah will forgive you selagi mana kamu tidak mensyirikkan-Nya

Si H pon served the net thinking and hoping the net will help him finding the truth.
he then opened one of videos in Youtube about Michael 's brother.
before that he thought he heard Jermaine saying may Allah be with him,Michael on E!news.So sebab tu dia check.IT WAS TRUE.at 1:40.and there were rumors saying they(the authority of the media.IDK who.) tried to cut that part but was too late because it slippd

There were a few dialogues between Jermain Jackson and a reporter or whatever you call it that opened his eyes.Seeing things in a different way.Seeing life in a whole new perception.
(Another conversation)

R : Heard about your new faith in Islam,Why did you convert to being a muslim?
JJ : There were times when i have been in search of something that completes me.It is then when i saw islam.It changed me.It completes me making me a whole.Every prayer of mine makes me feel closer to Allah.I feel peace and in ease whenever i am praying,being close to Allah
(dialog telah diubah suai sedikit ikut suka mulut saya)

Pengajaran 3 - Islam is a complete way of life.it makes an individual one complete whole.not missing anything.It counts everything in

p/s and if MJ is really a Muslim,whther or not - Doa saya agar segala dosanya diampunkan

Empty space

Now that it has come to an end.
Only now can i feel the emptiness
The hollow in my heart
As if something is missing
Da~
something is missing
BEETHOVEN VIRUS dah habis ditonton.
Saya nak habiskan masa saya dengan apa pula lepas ni?
Plan nak tengok balik Hong Gil-dong.
ahh.merepek kamu husna.BLAJA LA!
nanti lepas habis SPM tengokla puas-puas.Time tu banyak kot masa
"The same thing i keep on telling myself,baring in mind"
ugh.Such problem is soo hard to solve.cant resist the temptation.haha!
dahdahdah.enough is enough.okey dokey husna??
masalah saya bukan satu ni ja.banyak lagi la.
different people have different kind of problems.
Maka dengan itu,
Marilah semua.
Daku menyeru kalian.
LET US
STUDYSTUDYSTUDY.
SPM nak dekat dah.
Abe Kakak this will be our last and only
chance to study in HIGH SCHOOL.
Let's cherish it.
but before that.
Tempting,huh?hee:)

saya buat apa?

What i have been doin ha!ha!
The only thing i think made my holiday kind of cheerful.BRIGHT was goin somewhere and having to see gila banyak CD KOREA!haaa.mcm nk beli semua.duit tak dak.but no worries,husna.you bought 5 boxes of cd and it ws worth rm9+.so close your mouth n enjoy the movies.hah!!habis duit hang.

(past few days)
-kumon..kumon..kumon..abundance of worksheets &corrections
-CD.i saw kr drama whch i hve seen b4.haha!que sera-sera.ERIC MOON!
-drama.goodbye solo.CHUN JUNG MYUNG!
-beethoven virus.gla best.umm.nt really.ada classical music.best + ada JANG GEUN SUK!
-have been either in front of the komp o tv.

seperti kata-kata Ust Hasni kepada murid-murid 4 tiz last year if anyone remembered"kamu ni cuti,cutila.bila x cuti barulah blaja"haha!so im sticking with that idea.okay i'll try just for this week.i'll try to finish the movies n kr dramas by this week.next week dah kna start buka buku..KOT.

It started..

In advance

yesterday was a historical day 4 me.as told by nabilah.We had our group study.a few news.bad,sad,happy,bumpy~news.

Abah had to go to Ipoh today on MOTHER's DAY so we had the celebration in advanve of mother's day,yesterday night after my PHYSICS tuition..We celebrated it with two wonderful mothers.Umi & Tokumi.Abah made a video for them.i saw it before when abah neede some comments on his work.the background music was a bit off so i was in charged to get the right background music so i did as told.the video was basically some pictures of us we and sibs when we were younger.the long-time-no-see pictures.The slideshow had some quotes which was such touching quotes about mother.si would want to share it but it had a few pictures of not-ready-to-be-taken-pictures.haha!if you know what i mean.I ordered a cake yesterday morning b4 going for a group discussion at tiqamira's.LUCKILY there was a last spared carrot cake.the carrotcake that has been an admiration of us,the whole family.LUCKY US!it was only me and abah who knew about the plan.ihsan,hannan and aisyah of course knew nothing.eventually ihsan knew a lil bit earlier than the others when he saw abah editting the movie.NVM.

So we had a cake and a movie.that was good enough.During the slideshow.umi and tokumi had a few tears here and there.;)

TOO ALL MOTHERS OUT THERE HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.
"A man's work is from sun to sun,but a Mother's work is never done"
"Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaries job..since the payment is pure love"

Tunggu perfect habisla

"Look after yourself first,then when you are OK then you come to me and tell me what to do".Jap maknanya di sini kita x boleh nak tego orang ke kalau kita ni tak baik?tak baik here means might lack in a way or another in a few things. In this situation,bila ada suara-suara sumbang yang mengatakan kita ni jaga diri kita ja,kita ni pun bukan baik sangat knapa nak sibuk-sibuk dengan masalah orang lain.I just have to say for what i trully believe in.Kita kembali semula kepada mission kita.We are the caliphs.Bukan caliph 14 tetapi the caliphs of Allah.We have a mission for when we have agreed to be the worshippers.kerap kali dilaungkan Soleh wa Musleh itulah misi kita.Soleh here means good.Musleh we make people better.It is wrong to say that we have no responsibility when seeing our brothers and sisters doing bad things and we here just look without saying a word or in a way as if we support what they do.Kalau pun kita ni tak da la bagus sangat,baik sangat,jahat je sebenanrnya,sewel-sewel jugak kadang 2.If you're saying here that tunggu baik dulu baru tegur than that might take forever or never.Budak-budak yang kerap kali digelar "budak tak baik" i dont know what people actually call them,how do we actually know they are that bad??How do we know that he o she might be in the mode or process of being a better person??we dont know all of that.its in their heart , the centre of purity.jangan pandang serong terhadap mereka.mereka yang digelar "budak x baik" mungkin akan menjadi a better person than us and we might not know that.we know nothing for sure.

So rakan-rakan yang ditegur,terimalah dengan hati terbuka, mereka itu tegur kerana mereka sayang anda.If they didnt love you do you think they would care about a damn thing you're doing??they should just leave you do your stuff."biar jela diorang tu,diorang yang masuk neraka apa susah,tak da kena mengena dengan aku pun"

Under construction!!

i dont know what i just did but i did something obviously and i dont know what to do!

Change

Practice makes perfect.A phrase we common hear.we common talk about.we grow so use to it.once told that the one made up this phrase is

totally not using his/her brain properly. for we as human beings wont draw any near to perfection although we practice like its the end of the

world.but that does not mean we need not to practice .we just have to bear in mind that whatever we do,when we do it with so much passion and

we succeed in getting what we aimed for,it is not the product of our effort alone.we have to remember the One who gave all those Nikm.the one

who is full of perfection and that is Allahs.w.t.He who created each and everyone of us which is special in our own way.He who created the heavens and

the earth.He who never fails to give protection to us.Full of affectionate ;)

Just remember that ^_^

Another one

We are the subjects to faults.

The prophet SAW said in his hadith "Whoever conceals(not mentioning/revealing) faults of Muslim, Allah will conceal his faults"


Not revealing a muslim faults can be categorized into 2.One is to embarrass that person which is a no-no or it is to be taken as something to be learn by others

For a better explanation
http://duha89.multiply.com/journal/item/80/HADITH_36_the_significance_of_fullfilling_the_needs_of_a_muslim

just a quote.simple one.

"Things you can see with your eyes are not always real, some of it we need faith to be able to see it "

Under The Healing Process

Honey helps in the healing of wounds but the healing of the heart is something slow and have to be filled with great effort

The process of healing the wound..so bored

I was looking up for wounds, when i searched for wounds this picture of the embryo comes up.It reminded me of pak cik KamarulZaman's talk on We,when we were small we look like leeches.LEECHES : EMBRYO. In the end i end up looking like what i am now.Gratitudes.

Ssangchu couple_my favourite couple@husnalovesthem.4EVER~

OBSESSION

""This post is just because of this unbearable matter and nothing that should be understood by anyone,just the way i'm expressing myself in a way that is totally not me.I should have post this one earlier.My obsession,I tend to keep it to myself.I tried expressing it to some of my friends which i find it quite hard or in other words im better at expressing my feelings through writing rather that speaking it up which i find it miserable enough cause its just causing heart-ache and tears and ahh stupid thing called Obsession!

Where i live there is this thing calledheart and soul which have such impacts on our body.What is in our heart is what it makes us.For me,obsess with JB or better to say i'm obsess with KHJ is just killing me.I mean it's affecting me in all sorts of way.After watching,analysing,interpretting,concluding to "WGM" which has 20 epis my response was i think i'm in love.How stupid is that?Isnt that just idiotic?But tht is just the way i am right after realizing and knowing the real KHJ.I find it difficult to keep him out of my mind.darn!!such a fool.Sometimes i feel like a mad person.Cant concentrate with studies always serving throuh all sorts of websites to know more about him.Watching videos about him just to see him moving.How he walks,he smiles,he giggle,he talks,he cracks jokes which is just tiresome.What bothers me most is that he is just so far-far away.i wont be able to see him from a close distance.it's just impossible.Apart from that,there are just so many boundaries between us.Sometime i just sit and ponder about it,stares at something without knowing its affecting me,tears slowly rush out without realizing.


But now!!only now.Part of me is trying to convice the other half of me about the reality,the truth,the impossibility(is that even a word?),to wake me up from the unconciousness.I tried thinking thoroughly how this thing called "love" is affecting me.I know i have to work hard to overcome this.Its hard,i know.But realizing how i abandon other important matters give me a wake up call.I have to change.I've abandon Allah,The Prophet habibullah.They should be the one i Love most,i should be affected by them and not this person whom i think has bring big impacts towards me but actually he knows nothing about me.Allah ,he knows me very well.From the day i ws to become a human being still in the stomach of my lovely ummi , He knows me.He cared for me , He gave me everything i could ever imagined of . I should be thanking Allah for everything . In Addition , this thing right here that is beating so fast that i before thought only KHJ is in "here" is created by Allah specially for me, nothing like others . I didnt have to take it from anyone else. No transplant for me. That is the thing called heart.Rasulullah, who never forgets about his Ummah. Well, I hope to be included in the group where he could call his Ummah. Frankly, do i think im approve to becoming his Ummah?No,not at all.What have i done for him?I have done nothing compared to what he has done for me.Is that fair for me to call myself part of his Ummah?*tears*

Im at a point where im trying very hard to forget what i should be forgetting and to love what i should be loving. Whenever i feel like im in love with something or someone i just gave a quick thing about it whether is this love necessary?Is the love i call Love is crossing the line where i should be loving Allah and Habibullah more?These questions keep on spinning in my mind.BTW KHJ is a non-muslim, another thing that i did throughout this healing process is that i pray to god that his heart will once open to receive the true guidance from Allah""

Adopt it from somewhere pure, natural; confession of the heart

To Think Is To Thank

Have you ever thankd Allah for the blessing of this tiny winny

Michael Heart - We Will Not Go Down

MICHAEL HEART WE WILL NOT GO DOWN ''gaza''

A blinding flash of white light Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight People running for cover Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive They came with their tanks and their planes With ravaging fiery flames And nothing remains Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze We will not go down In the night, without a fight You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools But our spirit will never die We will not go down In Gaza tonight Women and children alike Murdered and massacred night after night While the so-called leaders of countries afar Debated on who’s wrong or right But their powerless words were in vain And the bombs fell down like acid rain But through the tears and the blood and the pain You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze We will not go down In the night, without a fight You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools But our spirit will never die We will not go down In Gaza tonight

For the full version http://www.michaelheart.com/Song_for_Gaza.html.A song which i think very touching.Giving hopes to the Palestinians.Palestine Fii Qulubina. What i admire most is that Michael Heart is an american which belief in human rights not like his bosses.FOOLISH BOSSES!phbbtt!;P

Sharing

Black Hawk had a Good Time

Some of the Black Hawkians

The Bonfire.Where we had to do the Hakka Dance

Black Hawk Discussion.

Some of the girls from Black Hawk.Ruth,me,Jess,Shen

Scrolling

While exploring my own handphone as i have no other thing to be done.NO!actually i jave abindance to be done bt i am nt in th mood now dont knw when it'll come.gahh.me as always,lazy bum.As i ws schrolling my handphone ths is wht i found out.

Pressing the menu,automatically i chose the gallery then i scroll 2 my memory card entitle huSna_mJ.Thre i found out that my mmory crd is nw 1.4GB filled so i am pretty sure it wont hang as it is nt really packd.I have 9 folders in my mmry crd.I went straight to my video folder.Here's the list of my videos tht i really have 2 have it in my phone.


Bella_Lullaby.3gp
Dbsk-Mirotic.3gp
Decode_by_Paramore.3gp
Doushite_Full_Version.3gp
kissing you.3gp (ths one wsnt necessary bt i guess i like 2 see thm wth the lollipops)
Wrong number_DBSK.3gp

ohh.hw i wish my phone cn handle 5GB or something close to it.i would have like abundance of vidstht i would really much be in my phone.or in other words very close 2 me.haha!merepek je aku ni.tapi seriously this is wht u call obsession

maybe some would have no idea like.husna?kpop?mann u so dont knw me then.haha!belle..no desrimination.if u love DBSK thn u wll hve to love thm all.dnt descriminate.kesian mreka!!tht goes th same to u too ienah!!

Plans for 2009,Plans for life?

<Getting My Priority Straight>

1 . Whatever i do , i do for Him,The Most Gracious,The Most Merciful..

Well then,that includes all the other thing (practice what's written in the Quran,sunnah)

Practising everything written in the Quran includes giving priority to studying.Or in other words no more reading Twilight Saga or any other storybooks and givinga extra attention to your school books then,Husna!

but no fear,right after SPM or may be between the so-called studying hours i should just gve my mind some times to relax by giving time for it 2 read these books :
and those books that have not been read(its either it ws bought or borrowed or ive downloaded it bt no time reading it ) are :

What Katy Did
What Katy Did at School
What Katy Did Next
Nancy Drew
2 Enid Blyton's books(which ws my mom's all tme fav)
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn
New Moon
Ayat-ayat Cinta
Dreamcatcher
Dolores Claiborne

#ALL OF THESE BOOK WERE ACTUALLY MEANT TO BE READ AND FINISH IT SINCE I WAS IN STANDARD 6 AND BY NOW I SHOULD HAVE FINISH READING ALL OF IT BUT EVENTUALLY STILL, i AM NOT YET FINISH READING ANY OF THESE BOOKS its either saya tersekat di tengah jalan crita o i dont know where ws the last part i read or it ws just i dont have the will to read it and sometimes i just dont have the time 2 read.

After all this listing i forgot about one very very Special,Extraodinary book that i didnt list out.the Holy Quran.Keeping up with all these books and school books i sometime forget to read this very One which i should be reading it at all time,undrstnding every word of it and practising everything in it.But no!I chose 2 gve priority to other books.Husna!!wake up!

I ws actually planning for this year's schedule of mine bt nothing came out.i cant think or anything really right now!may be i'll jst scribble the plannings on a sheet of paper rather that typing i and saving it world wide.Its my plan so its best to only be known by me myself.
(Excuse me for my grammar)